What’s stopping you?

If you want to do something, what’s stopping you?
If you want to be someone, who’s stopping you?

~Could it be~
the masked crusaders,
who wield their pick-axes,
stabbing you at every turn?

~Or is it~
the inner lion,
Your personal defender,
howling in surrender
when you bend, when you cave, when you break…

…conforming to the rules (they) create?

I dare to ask:

Who gave THEM the Power?
What gave IT Control?
of YOUR life, which you own fully,
100% autonomously, in your
gentle
loving
hands.

Your heart is yours and yours alone.
Decide who can handle it, (for yourself!)

These voices, the voices, those voices
Do not know who you are.
They are cannot comprehend your power,
your boldness,
your you-ness,
You GODDESS!

You are unique, unstoppable, full of unceasing beauty.

This is YOUR life.

LIVE IT.

How YOU want.

-HOLLY

/* ~an inevitable cumulation of emotion and thoughts~ */

day 107; // lead me to heaven

Wow.

It is SO EASY to be jealous.

It is SO EASY to envy.

It’s easy to believe lies.

~

If only-you were-rich enough. As we all know rich = fixed. Always.”

If only-you were-good enough. If only you could dance like them. If only you could be like them. It’s too late now, just look around. Started competing when they were 2, and now they’re soooOOOoooo much better than you.”

If only-you were-smart enough. Look at these geniuses who don’t have to study, they’re gonna out there be makin some moneeeey!! It’s easy for them to live, just watch and see.”

~

All of these “people” are simply NOT ME.

Their character traits are just DIFFERENT from mine.

Their lives & mine do not intertwine.

AND THAT’S OKAY…

…because I am very happy with ME.

~~~

I am beginning to realize that I am simply not everyone else. It’s very clear when I write it down like that, but it’s hard to actually believe and be okay with.

My talents are different. My direction is different. My personality is different.

From everyone else

The have traits/talents/things that I don’t, and VICE VERSA. I might be “better” at communicating than that “perfect dancer” I see on my instagram. Perhaps I am “better” at writing than the math genius in my Calculus class. Even though I’m not rich in money, I might experience richer joy in my day-to-day life than the excessively wealthy billionaire I saw in the news.

~~~

I hope you find joy today, whatever your plans may entail.

much love,

-holz (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)