Bugs In The Thunderstorm, Especially Now

ouch I’ve been bitten by the bitter bugwhose bite says ‘you’re a disgrace to the swarm.’I’ve never felt so alone, outside in the storm.Longing for nothing, but at the same time, a hug. It started with one bug, I thought then that I knew,though after a while more bugs showed up too. The thunder sneersContinue reading “Bugs In The Thunderstorm, Especially Now”

What’s stopping you?

If you want to do something, what’s stopping you?If you want to be someone, who’s stopping you? ~Could it be~the masked crusaders,who wield their pick-axes,stabbing you at every turn? ~Or is it~the inner lion, Your personal defender,howling in surrenderwhen you bend, when you cave, when you break… …conforming to the rules (they) create? I dareContinue reading “What’s stopping you?”

day 107; // lead me to heaven

Wow. It is SO EASY to be jealous. It is SO EASY to envy. It’s easy to believe lies. ~ “If only-you were-rich enough. As we all know rich = fixed. Always.” “If only-you were-good enough. If only you could dance like them. If only you could be like them. It’s too late now, justContinue reading “day 107; // lead me to heaven”

In Defense of Myself (day 16)

Tomorrow I turn 18 and 1/2 years old. Today I decided to compile a list of LIFE LESSONS I have learned in the past 4. [The following is what I would assertively tell my 14 and 1/2 year old self, if given the opportunity to speak face to face with her. I think it wouldContinue reading “In Defense of Myself (day 16)”