day 4’s a little sore ~

summer 2019

today was DRESS REHEARSAL for my last ever dance recital.

I’ll probably be back in subsequent years to help out backstage, but it was my last dress rehearsal as a dancer at my studio. it hasn’t really sunken in yet that i’m almost done with dance life as i know it, it just doesn’t really feel REAL ya’know?

I don’t know if i’m accepting it or if i’m just in denial. 🤔

I spent basically all day there (9-5:30). it was a 35 minute drive, and that doesn’t sound like very much but it felt reallllly longggg because it wasn’t just highway driving, it was through a bunch of backroads. and i was alone. literally drove down 3 roads until they dead ended. i just kept driving and turning and driving until i had to turn again. love that.

this coming week, i hope that i can:::

-hangout with my friends

-have the motivation to study for physics and act upon that motivation by actually studying

-go to Cocoa Beach and possibly Orlando

i am ~ sore ~ but i have #recital2k19 tmr so gotta push through!!!!

ok i’m just gonna end this post here bc i feel like i’m rambling. ✌️

until tomorrow !! ‘, >

-holz