today was DRESS REHEARSAL for my last ever dance recital.
I’ll probably be back in subsequent years to help out backstage, but it was my last dress rehearsal as a dancer at my studio. it hasn’t really sunken in yet that i’m almost done with dance life as i know it, it just doesn’t really feel REAL ya’know?
I don’t know if i’m accepting it or if i’m just in denial. 🤔
I spent basically all day there (9-5:30). it was a 35 minute drive, and that doesn’t sound like very much but it felt reallllly longggg because it wasn’t just highway driving, it was through a bunch of backroads. and i was alone. literally drove down 3 roads until they dead ended. i just kept driving and turning and driving until i had to turn again. love that.
this coming week, i hope that i can:::
-hangout with my friends
-have the motivation to study for physics and act upon that motivation by actually studying
-go to Cocoa Beach and possibly Orlando
i am ~ sore ~ but i have #recital2k19 tmr so gotta push through!!!!
ok i’m just gonna end this post here bc i feel like i’m rambling. ✌️
until tomorrow !! ‘, >